Monday, December 28, 2015

Distance
Cynthia Zhang
December 28, 2015

Distance
A large brown seagull walked in
The brilliant afternoon sunshine.
It was October.
A broken wing from his shoulder
Draped on the fine sand.

The seagull walked loyally
By a lady’s side.
His steps caught up with hers.

In December,
The sun is still shining.
The sea is still blue.
There are still seagulls and people
On the beach.

What did the October seagull want?
Did he live on-lookers’ comment he was

“Too common to be rescued?”

Sunday, October 18, 2015

Creek
Cynthia Zhang
Written on October 18, 2015

Creek
The heart is the organ of fire.
The ocean is its case under lock and key.

This ice cased heart of the mountain
Walks clumsily along the ranges
Dubbing dirt and pebbles and
Licking dues on grass and fragile pedals.

When this mountain heart melts
Drop by drop
Under the sun over the rocky expanse,
It sighs and slips its way
Into a creek.

Clear and flowing,
This creek is the lifeline
Of meadows
Zigzagging and forever stretching  
To the end of the dusk.

When creeks meet,
Fists collide and hips bump.
Creeks laugh and they join hands.
Then they stride along
Sliding through slopes
On the plateau
And sweeping away
Some rocks and tree branches.

Then creeks fall off cliffs
Bursting into white fireworks
Gagging the humming
Of the mid-summer dream of green hollows and
Announcing their coming of age
As a river.

The slow rhythm of the mother river
Ripples into pastures and
Churns in waste from
Her sons and daughters
Till the burden on her heart
Fouls her breath and
Weakens her heart beats.

Crying for her resurrection,
People pay for her transfusion
And transplant of her aging heart
Praying for her forgiveness
From her blue destination.

There, at the Chesapeake Bay,
The river dances her way to life.
After a day of reluctant intimacy and
Foolish fights with the ocean
She surrenders her heart
Reborn and filled with joy.

The endless sea embraces his lover’s
Tired body and soul
Thundering  a vow
And locking forever a heart on fire
Beating with life

Into its fathomless case.

Wednesday, July 1, 2015

Conspiracy
Cynthia Zhang
Written January 4, 2012

Conspiracy

What is left in a world of
Wilderness?
Is there still
Any decoration of
Kindness, conscience
Or sanity
Dangling                                                                                                            
On a giant dried tree?

No answers from
The middle of nowhere.
No more inquiries
From paths
Trodden by
Prosperous trades of slavery:
No souls,
No purposes,
But hunger for possessions.

Hearts are better
Eaten raw.
Bodies are used
By slave owners.

What is the destination
Of this long voyage
Cutting across the grassland,
Demeaning the sea,
And adding one more
Building block to
A kingdom of conspiracy?

What is more sacred
Than a hovering hawk,
At this moment of
Manlessness?
The hawk surges,
Ready to snap
The last bit of rotten meat
From a man to sub-man

Carnival. 

Saturday, April 25, 2015

The Whisper of Power
Cynthia Zhang
Written October 23, 2011


The Whisper of Power - Emotion and Networks

A tie forms.
A tie dies.
The patterns of networks change.

A friend comes,
A friend leaves.
Social networks congeal and dissolve.

The whisper of power,
Blows in to eager ears
Opened by emotions.

Emotional encounters
Crystallize into pearls of trust
And align the sight
With the heart.

I come, my friend,
Because I love you.
I leave, my friend,

Because I love you, too.

Thursday, April 9, 2015

This Beast in My Chest
Cynthia Zhang 
(Written September 27, 2011)

This Beast in My Chest

It wants to roar
This beast in my chest:
I hate the world
I hate the cage!

It wants to escape
This beast in my chest:
I want freedom
My home is in the nature!

It wants to destroy
This beast in my chest:
Give me a hammer

I will break my prison!

Sunday, March 29, 2015

Fantasies
Cynthia Zhang
(Written October 11, 2011)

Fantasies

The same story can become
A fair tale or a tragedy.
The same line can mean
Opposite things.

Fantasies live on
The verge of sanity.
One step further is
The fathomless ocean
Of brain killers.

Ah, but how beautiful

The fantasies are!

Monday, March 23, 2015

Education and Consumerism
Cynthia Zhang
March 23, 2015

I have been using Commercialization of Intimate Life for my Emotions class. The penetration of the money logic into family life is pervasive. I understand there is quite some scholarship on education and consumerism. A critical perspective is insightful to understand the logic behind the social phenomena we now live in.

Monday, February 9, 2015

Here I am
Cynthia Zhang
(Written October 3rd, 2011)

Here I Am

I freed myself with more battles
With my own soul than others'.
I now offer myself to my future
With an open heart and open eyes.


Take me.